I was wondering if anyone remembered a fic where, after the events of Ariel, Simon decides to seduce Jayne in order to ensure their safety on Serenity? I read it a long time ago, before I had delicious to bookmark my faves, and I would love to re-read it.
I remember Simon was very ambivalent towards Jayne- I think he enjoyed the physical aspects of sex, but not who he was with, and was frequently surprised by Jayne's gentleness in the bedroom. I think it followed both characters so you got both sides of the story, and Jayne was hurt and disgusted when he realised why Simon had suddenly taken an interest in him. I don't think it had a happy ending.
Jayne had been surprised at his luck, bedding someone as pretty as Simon, and couldn't understand why he kept coming back for more after having a bit of rough. He had started to fall for Simon, tentatively doing nice (misinterpreted) things for him and wanting to cuddle afterwards, whereas it was all Simon could do to keep a smile on his face whilst going through the motions. It was quite a heartbreaking fic tbh!
If no one knows what I mean but has read anything in a similar sort of vein, I'd love to have your recs!
I've been looking for this one fic I read about eight months ago here on LJ. I can't remember what the main point was, except that there's this one scene where Jayne's read the signs wrong and he's kissing Simon, and Simon just goes limp and Jayne realizes something's screwy. There's one line that goes something like "His breathing was all wrong, quick and shallow and way to fast and his eyes... his eyes were scared." Does anybody know where this is? Please? Thanks!
I'm on a search for a paticular fic.
I only remember one scene.
Jayne is having a reaction to some medicine in a hospital and Simon has dealt with it before and forces the doctor to do what he says to try to save Jaynes life, at gun-point I believe.
Anyone know where I can find this one?